"Discouraged"

It's funny:  The days on which I feel the crappiest are often the days that I try hardest to pull myself out of that funk.  Yesterday my band, Bel Argosy, was supposed to play a show, but our drummer got sick.  That was a letdown.  But I did my best to help reconfigure the show for another band I play with, and in the end it worked out.  So I'm not discouraged.  Just clawing my way through this hell of uncertainty and self-doubt.  Have a good one!